📅 Day 72: Meri Khamosh Gawaahi — Jab Mera Mobile Hi Mera Qila Ban Gaya

 

🙏🙏 Jai Shree Shyam Radhe Radhe!🙏🙏

"Meri pyaari diary,

Log puchte hain ki main aaj ye sab kyun likh rahi hoon? Sach toh ye hai ki main aaj se nahi, balki 2020 se hi ye sab likhti aa rahi hoon. Ye diary, ye digital panna koi aaj ki paidaish nahi hai; ye mere un paanch saalon ke ek-ek aansu aur har us kadve sach ka hisaab hai jo maine apne dil mein aur is mobile mein dafan kar rakha tha. Tab main ye sab sirf isliye likhti thi taaki mera mann halka ho sake, kyunki mere paas sunne wala koi nahi tha. Par aaj pani sir se upar nikal gaya hai, isliye maine faisla kiya hai ki ab ye sab duniya ke samne aayega.

Duniya ne hamesha ek taraf ka paksh dekha, wahi jo unhe bataya gaya. Par kya ek taraf ki kahani sunkar faisla karna sahi hai? Aaj main dusra paksh saamne rakh rahi hoon taaki samaj dekh sake ki sach kya hai. Log sawal uthate hain ki main apna phone kisi ko kyun nahi deti thi? Main hamesha apne mobile par password kyun laga kar rakhti thi? Kyun koi mera phone chhuta tha toh main bechain ho jati thi?

Mera Phone, Meri Digital Property:

Aaj main wo raaz kholti hoon. Main apna phone isliye chhipa kar rakhti thi kyunki ismein meri wo zindagi dafan thi jise main kisi ke samne nahi lana chahti thi. Mere ghar mein kuch aise 'khur apati' log hain jo humesha mere peeche hath dhokar pade rehte the, jo khud ko bahut 'over-smart' samajhte hain. Unhe lagta tha ki wo meri har chij par kabza kar lenge. Jab maine dekha ki meri har baat, meri har takleef sabke samne tamasha banayi jati hai, par dusron ki har baat private rakhi jati hai—yahan Tak Ki sab mobile bhi private rahti hai aur meri har EK chij sarkari (government) honi chahie sabke pass mujhe is baat se bhi taklif nahin Thi per jab Maine dekha yah sab sirf Mere Sath hi tha mujhe taklif Hui tab maine apne phone ko apna qila bana liya.

Main nahi chahti thi ki meri ye 'Digital Property' un logo ke hath lage jo iska bura istemal karte. Agar ye baatein tab unke hath lag jati, toh pata nahi kaisa bavandar machta! Bavandar toh meri zindagi mein pehle se hi macha hua tha, par main apne is aakhiri sahare ko khona nahi chahti thi. Maine har rishta nibhakar dekh liya, par jab jiske saath phere liye wahi mere liye khada nahi hua, toh maine apni diary ko hi apni duniya bana liya.

Logon ko lagta hai ki main ye sab aaj likh rahi hoon, par sach toh ye hai ki ye panna 2020 se hi bhara ja raha tha. Bas fark itna hai ki tab meri ye cheekh sirf in panno tak mahdoos thi, aur aaj main ise duniya ke samne la rahi hoon. Main gungi-behri bankar kab tak sehti? Kya mera koi wajood nahi? Jab maine dekha ki apno ke bhed-bhav ne mujhe tod diya hai, tab maine apna rukh apne Baba ki taraf mod liya.

Baba ka Faisla:

Maine khud ko khokar aaj khud ko paaya hai. Aaj rote-rote mere muh se ye shayari nikli hai:

Maine khud ko samarpit kiya tere charno mein,

Ab tu hi mera sahara ban, tu hi mera ujala ban,

Tu hi mera andhera ban, aur tu hi mujhe us andhere se nikaal.

Main nahi jaanti ki kya achha hai aur kya bura,

Bas mera haath thaame rakhna aur ye saath kabhi mat chhodna.

Meri Shayari ka Matlab:

Meri is shayari mein meri poori zindagi basi hai. Jab main kehti hoon "Tu hi mera andhera ban", toh mera matlab hai ki agar meri kismat mein mushkilein aur andhera likha bhi hai, toh wo bhi Baba ka hi diya hua ho—kyunki unke diye andhere se mujhe darr nahi lagta. Wahi ujala bankar raah dikhayenge aur wahi andhera bankar mujhe duniya ki buri nazron se chhupa lenge. Bas unse yahi vinati hai ki wo mera hath kabhi na chhodein, kyunki ab unke siwa mera koi nahi.

Mera Sankalp:

Maine ab sab apne Baba Shyam par chhod diya hai. Main gungi aur behri bankar sabki manmani ab aur nahi sahun gi. Log kahenge mujhme nafrat hai, par ye nafrat nahi, mera wo atma-samman hai jo ab jag gaya hai. Ye meri diary koi chaal nahi, meri barson ki 'Digital Property' hai jo meri gawaahi degi. Ab jab ye duniya ke samne hai, toh faisla samaj kare ki ek taraf ka face dekhna sahi hai ya dono taraf ki sacchai sunkar insaaf karna.

Jai Shree Shyam! 

Jo wo karwayenge, wahi meri kismat hai. Ab main khamosh na

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🌸 Day 72: Adhuri Diary, Poora Sacch

"Doston, aaj Sunday tha aur shop par bahut bheed hone ki wajah se main din bhar bahut busy thi. Itni thakan ho gayi ki aaj main apni diary complete nahi kar pai hoon, iske liye main aap sabse Sorry kehti hoon. Par mera dard aur meri ye 'Digital Property' adhuri rehkar bhi bahut kuch keh rahi hai. Maine apni is adhuri diary ki photo yahan share ki hai taaki aap dekh sakein ki 2020 se main kis tarah apne har ek aansu ko in panno mein samet rahi hoon.

Jab tak main sabki demands poori karti rahi, mera sab kuch 'Sarkari' (public) tha, par meri takleef hamesha 'Private' rahi. Aaj main wahi bhed-bhav duniya ke samne la rahi hoon.

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 Muje pata hai mere Baba Shyam mere saath hain, wo apni is beti ka hath kabhi nahi chhodenge. 

🙏🙏 Jai Shree Shyam!"🙏🙏