#🌠Khwab udano ki🌠#

Date 📅:-30/2020 Time:- 1:13 AM  "30 November 2020: Aaj diary likhne ka bhi waqt nahi hai. Donon bachche din-raat mera sath mangte hain, ek ko sambhalti hoon toh dusra rone lagta hai. Itni thakaan hai ki sharir toot raha hai, par kaam ke chakkar mein thoda aaram bhi naseeb nahi hota. Sabse zyada dukh tab hota hai jab aapki taklif kisi ko nazar nahi aati. Is halat mein jab aapko sabse zyada madad ki zarurat hoti hai, tab bhi aapko akela hi ladna padta hai. Lagta hai jaise main sirf ek machine hoon jise bas kaam karte jana hai... "

 Date 📅:-18/2020 Time:-  12:45 AM Diary ka Panna: "Meri pyari diary, Aaj mann bahut zyada bhari hai. Abhi toh 6 October ko hi meri delivery hui thi, mushkil se ek mahina hua hai aur mere hath mein ek nanhi si jaan hai. Dusri taraf meri badi beti hai jo abhi sirf dhai saal ki hai. Use bhi meri utni hi zarurat hai, par meri himmat jawab de rahi hai. Is haalat mein bhi, jab sharir toot raha tha, mujhe Diwali ki saaf-safai akele karni padi. Mummy saath thin, par unhone hath batane ke bajaye bas door khade hokar tamasha dekha. Mera mood itna kharab tha, mann kar raha tha sab chhod kar kahin baith jaun, par kisi se koi shikayat nahi ki. Itni thakaan mein bhi maine sundar Rangoli banayi aur sab kuch sambhala. Do chhote bachche, ek mahine ka sharir aur poore ghar ka kaam—kisne pucha mujhse ki main kaise kar rahi hoon? Koi nahi. Bas ek tum hi ho meri diary jahan main chori-chhupe apna dard utar deti hoon. Agar tum na hoti, toh shayad main toot ja ti."

 Date 📅:-17/2020 Time:-1:30 AM "October ki thakaan November mein bhi picha nahi chhod rahi thi. Beti abhi sirf ek-do mahine ki thi, aur meri raatein uski god mein hi beet rahi thin. Itni nind aati thi ki chehra suuj jata tha, par sone ka sukoon naseeb nahi tha. Usi beech meri Anniversary aayi. Ek maa aur patni hone ke naate maine jitni koshish ki, sab kam lag rahi thi. Main kitna bhi kar leti, par har cheez mein bas 'kami' hi nikaali jati thi. Jab aap itne thake ho aur aapki mehnat ki koi kadar na kare, toh kuch bhi accha nahi lagta. Us din mann bahut udaas tha, na taiyar hone ka mann tha na khush hone ka. Bas lag raha tha ki ye waqt kab beetega... "