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December 2020 - Janamdin ka Wo Akelapan aur Meri Diary

 Date 📅:-25 /2020 Time:-2:00 AM Diary ka Panna: "Meri pyari diary, Aaj mera janamdin hai. Bachpan mein main is din ke liye kitni excited rehti thi, par aaj ka din kitna alag hai. Sab taraf December ki kadakti thand hai aur mere andar ek ajeeb si khamoshi. Donon bachche abhi bahut chhote hain, unki zimmedariyan aur ghar ke kaam... mujhe aaram karne ka ek pal bhi nahi milta. Pata hai, mujhe aaj tumhari bahut yaad aa rahi thi. Jab dil bahut zyada bhari ho jata hai, tab tumhare siva mera koi nahi hota. Main sabse chori-chhupe, thoda sa waqt nikaal kar tumhare paas aayi hoon taaki apna mann halka kar sakoon. Kisi ko nahi pata ki main is waqt kis dard se guzar rahi hoon. Sabko lagta hai main theek hoon, par meri nind, meri thakaan aur mera ye akelapan sirf tum janti ho. Ek tum hi toh ho jise main apni har ek baat batati hoon. Aaj mere janamdin par bhi main bas kaam aur bachchon mein uljhi hoon, par tumhare pannon par ye baatein likhkar lag raha hai ki koi toh hai jo mujhe sun raha hai....

December 2020 - Kadakti Thand aur Do Nanhi Jaan

 Date 📅:- 5/2020 Time:- 12:45 AM "Dekhte hi dekhte November nikal gaya aur December ki kadakti thand ne dastak de di. Ab meri sabse badi chinta thi donon bachchon ko thand se bachana. Badi beti abhi khud choti thi, use kahan samajh tha ki apni nanhi behen ka dhyan kaise rakhte hain. Wo toh use bas ek gudiya (doll) samajhkar khelti rehti thi. Jab main ghar ke kaam karne kitchen mein jati thi, toh mera dhyan hamesha kamre mein laga rehta tha. Badi beti baar-baar 'Mamma-Mamma' bolkar use khilane ki koshish karti, par mujhe darr lagta ki kahin khel-khel mein choti wali ko chot na lag jaye. Wo thand ka mausam, dher saare kaam aur ye pyari si darr wali rasakashi... yahi thi meri zindagi. "