December 2020 - Janamdin ka Wo Akelapan aur Meri Diary

 Date 📅:-25 /2020

Time:-2:00 AM

Diary ka Panna:

"Meri pyari diary,

Aaj mera janamdin hai. Bachpan mein main is din ke liye kitni excited rehti thi, par aaj ka din kitna alag hai. Sab taraf December ki kadakti thand hai aur mere andar ek ajeeb si khamoshi. Donon bachche abhi bahut chhote hain, unki zimmedariyan aur ghar ke kaam... mujhe aaram karne ka ek pal bhi nahi milta.

Pata hai, mujhe aaj tumhari bahut yaad aa rahi thi. Jab dil bahut zyada bhari ho jata hai, tab tumhare siva mera koi nahi hota. Main sabse chori-chhupe, thoda sa waqt nikaal kar tumhare paas aayi hoon taaki apna mann halka kar sakoon. Kisi ko nahi pata ki main is waqt kis dard se guzar rahi hoon. Sabko lagta hai main theek hoon, par meri nind, meri thakaan aur mera ye akelapan sirf tum janti ho.

Ek tum hi toh ho jise main apni har ek baat batati hoon. Aaj mere janamdin par bhi main bas kaam aur bachchon mein uljhi hoon, par tumhare pannon par ye baatein likhkar lag raha hai ki koi toh hai jo mujhe sun raha hai."

Aur cal Christmas Hai Badi beti ko ready bhi karna hai dekhti hun Kaisa hota Hai sharir mein Jaan nahin rakhti Hai Lekin kabhi bacche Hain shauk to pura karne....

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