#🌠Khwab udano ki🌠#

 Date 📅:-25/2021 Time:-9:07 PM "Meri pyari diary,  aaj ghar mein sab hain, par sab khamosh hain. Ye khamoshi kisi zeher se kam nahi hai. Jab koi baat nahi karta, toh dimaag mein purani baatein ghumne lagti hain. Wo 2020 ka dard, wo injections, wo pregnancy ka akelapan... sab yaad aane lagta hai. Diary, main bhulna chahti hoon sab kuch, par ye deewarein mujhe sab yaad dilati hain. Aaj phir bahut akela mehsoos ho raha hai."cal 26 January Hai To sab let se a Rahe Ghar lekin Koi Meri paristhiti Koi Meri tabiyat nahin samajh raha hai main thak Gai hun ab Mujhe bus Sona hai."

 Date 📅:-18/2021 Time:-8:11 PM "Meri pyari diary, aaj jab main bahut udaas thi, toh meri nanhi bitiya ne meri taraf dekh kar muskuraya. Laga jaise Kanha ne mujhe ishara diya ho ki 'Radhe, haaro mat'. In bacchon ke liye hi toh main ye sab seh rahi hoon. Diary, kabhi-kabhi mann karta hai ki sab chhod kar kahin dur chali jaun, par in masoom chehron ko dekh kar ruk jati hoon. Tum hi batayo, kya kabhi mere din phirenge?"

 Date 📅:-12/2021 Time:-1:03 AM Meri pyari diary, aaj phir unse (pati) thodi jhadap ho gayi. Maine sirf itna kaha tha ki mujhe bacchon ke liye kuch zaruri saman chahiye, par unhone phir se 'paise aur kharche' ka rona shuru kar diya. Diary, kya ek maa apne bacchon ke liye maang bhi nahi sakti? Unka gussa mere dil ko chhalni kar deta hai. Wo mere saath aise pesh aate hain jaise main is ghar ki sadasya nahi, balki koi bojh hoon. Aaj phir raat ko takiye mein munh chhupa kar rona padega."

 Date 📅:-8/2021 Time:-12:54 PM "Meri pyari diary,  aaj subah se hi kamar mein bahut dard hai. Itni thand mein bacchon ke kapde dhona aur ghar ka saara kaam... sharir ab jawab de raha hai. Par yahan rone ka bhi hak nahi hai. Agar thoda sa bhi chehra udas kar loon, toh sabko lagta hai ki main 'nakhre' kar rahi hoon. Diary, kya 27-28 saal ki umar mein itni thakan honi chahiye? Kabhi-kabhi lagta hai ki main apni umar se bahut pehle hi budhi ho gayi hoon."

 Date 📅:-3/2021 Time:-5:52 PM Meri pyari diary,  aaj phir tumse dil ki baat karne baithi hoon. Wo 1 tarikh ki baarish toh ruk gayi, par mere mann ka tufan nahi thama. Sab log ghar wapas aa gaye hain, par kisi ne ye tak nahi pucha ki 'Radhe, tumne un do bacchon ke saath wo raat kaise kaati?'. Ghar mein sab apni-apni baaton mein magan hain. Diary, kya mera hona sirf kaam karne ke liye hai? Jab main bacchon ko thand se bacha rahi thi, tab mera darr sirf main jaanti thi. Kaash koi hota jo mera haath pakad kar kehta ki tumne bahut himmat dikhayi."