Blood Report bhi Fail ho gayi... Aaj Ultrasound ne bataya Sach

 25 February 2020 (Tuesday) | Time: Raat 7:30 PM

Aaj 25 February hai aur main toot kar chuki hoon. 10 tareek ko doctor ne blood test likha tha, par usmein bhi pregnancy clear nahi hui. Mujhe laga shayad koi bimari hai, par aaj doctor ne Ultrasound kiya. Ultrasound mein bhi pehle kuch nazar nahi aaya, phir unhone dusri tarike se (Internal scan) check kiya tab pata chala...

Doctor ne kaha ki 'bacche ka ghar' (sac) toh ban gaya hai par baccha abhi nazar nahi aa raha. Unhone seedhi bhasha mein samjhaya ki ghar taiyar hai par baccha abhi aaya nahi hai, aur use lane ke liye aur bachaane ke liye mujhe injections lene honge.

Pehla injection lagte hi mera poora pair neela pad gaya. Itna dard ki main clinic se bahar tak mushkil se aa payi. Par ghar aate hi wahi tano ka shor shuru ho gaya. Pati ko chinta hai ki 'sac' hai par baccha nahi toh paise kyun kharch karein? Unhe lagta hai ye sab fizool hai. Kanha, mera hi sharir hai jismein ye 'ghar' bana hai, aur main hi iska dard seh rahi hoon. Bas tu hi jaanta hai ki main kis darr se guzar rahi hoon".


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