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 Budhwar ki Daud aur Wo Dard-e-Dil

Date: 08 April 2020 (Wednesday)

"Aaj Budhwar hai, mere liye sabse bhari din. Subah 6 se hi machine ki tarah lag gayi hoon. Sabka nashta, dopahar ka khana, safai—sab kuch jaldi-jaldi khatam karna padta hai. Kyun? Kyunki mujhe pata hai ki injection lagne ke baad mera sharir sath nahi dega. Main itni bejaan ho jaungi ki shayad pani ka glass bhi na utha paun.

Apne pet mein pal rahe bacche ki growth ke liye ye injection har hafte zaroori hai. Jab hospital jati hoon, toh pair kaanpte hain. Wo sui jab lagti hai, toh dard se aankhon mein andhera chha jata hai. Par ghar aakar rone ka waqt bhi nahi hai, kyunki farmaishein phir shuru ho jati hain. Koi nahi samajhta ki har Budhwar main kitna andar se toot-ti hoon."

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