📅 September 2020: Bharosa Aur Dhoka — Doctor Ka Badalta Chehra

 Date 📅:-4/2020

Time:- 4:52 PM

Meri pyari diary

aaj September ka pehla hafta khatam ho raha hai aur mera mann ghabrahat se bhara hai. Ek taraf 9th month ki wo bhari thakan aur dusri taraf doctor ka badalta hua rawaiya.

Main usi doctor ke paas ja rahi hoon jinhone meri badi beti ki normal delivery karwai thi. Unhone tab mera itna saath diya tha ki mujhe un par aankh band karke bharosa tha. Par is baar... jaise sab kuch badal gaya hai. Har checkup mein wo bas ek hi rath lagaye rakhti hain—'Condition thodi mushkil hai, operation karna pad sakta hai.'

Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha ki jo doctor pehle itni samajhdaar thi, wo ab achanak operation ke chakkar mein kyun padi hain? Kya ye hospital ka koi game hai ya meri saas ki baaton ka asar? Wo baar-baar mujhe admit hone ka dabav bana rahi hain jabki meri date 6 October ki hai.

Is bhari garmi mein, jab chalna-phirna bhi mushkil hai, mujhe har dusre din hospital daudaya ja raha hai. Itne test, itni suiyan aur upar se ye darr ki kahin wo zabardasti mera operation na kar dein. Main subah 5 baje uthkar aaj bhi jhadu-poncha karti hoon, sidhiyan dhoti hoon taaki sab normal ho, par kisi ko meri mehnat nahi dikhti. Sabko bas apna fayda aur scheme dikh rahi hai. Baba Shyam, bas is baar bhi laaj rakh len

a."

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