🏥 September-October 2020: Jab Intezar Imtihan Ban Gaya

 Date:-28/2020

Time :-12:30 AM

"August ke us chote se break ke baad, mujhe laga tha ki ab sab kuch sukoon se ho jayega. Par September ka mahina mere liye ek naya imtihan lekar aaya. Doctor ne mujhe September ki date di thi, aur main bas usi ka intezar kar rahi thi. Par din guzarte gaye aur 15 September bhi nikal gayi.

Mere mann mein ek ajeeb si bechaini thi. Main baar-baar doctor ke paas jati, par wahan se koi thos jawab nahi milta tha. Doctor bas yahi kehte ki abhi waqt hai, par andar hi andar mujhe lag raha tha ki kuch toh ho raha hai jo thik nahi hai. 25 September aa gayi thi, aur meri halat aisi thi ki mujhse ab aur chala bhi nahi ja raha tha.

Doctor ki Naraazgi aur Mera Dard:

Jab main 25 tarikh ko phir se hospital gayi, toh doctor mujh par gussa ho gayi. Unhone kaha, 'Tumhe kisne bol diya ki 6 October ki date hai? Tumhara toh 15 September ka hi waqt tha, ab toh date se upar ho raha hai! Tum abhi tak admit kyun nahi hui?'

Unka gussa dekh kar main darr gayi aur rone lagi. Maine toh wahi kiya jo mujhe bataya gaya tha, par shayad kismat kuch aur hi likh rahi thi. Doctor ne saaf keh diya ki ab aur deri karna khatarnak ho sakta hai. Usi pal maine faisla kiya ki ab aur intezar nahi.

Mummy ka Saath aur Hospital ka Safar:

Hospital mein akele hona bahut mushkil tha. Maine sabse pehle apni Mummy ko phone kiya. Unki awaaz sunte hi mera baandh toot gaya. Maine unhe sab bataya aur unhone hamesha ki tarah mujhe himmat di. Mummy ne kaha, 'Tu fikar mat kar, main aa rahi hoon.' Unka aana mere liye jaise kisi farishte ke aane jaisa tha.

25 September ki us shaam, main aakhirkar hospital mein admit ho gayi. Wo raat bahut lambi thi. Charon taraf ki khamoshi aur machineon ki awaaz... par mere dil mein bas ek hi dua thi ki sab thik ho jaye. Mere Baba Shyam mujh par nazar rakhe hue the, aur unhi ke bharose maine ye kadam u

thaya."

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