📓 October 2020: Chhati ki Khushi aur Zimmedari ka Bojh

 Date 📅:-26/2020

Time:-1:00 AM

"Meri pyari diary, aaj 15 October hai. Beti ki Chhati ka din hai. Aise toh Chhati 19 din mein hoti hai, par mayke mein Papa ki tabiyat theek nahi thi aur Mummy ko wahan jana tha, isliye humne 15 din par hi ye rasam kar li. Mummy ke jaane ke baad, pichle 4 din se main apni nanhi si jaan ko akele lekar so rahi hoon.

Dard mein mera sharir toot raha hai, taanke abhi thik se bhare nahi hain, par kisi ko koi farq nahi padta. Jab 20-wa din hua, tab ghar mein devar bhi aaye huye the. Mujhe umeed thi ki koi toh kahega, 'Tum aaram karo,' par sab khamosh rahe.

Kitchen ki Wo Dehleez aur Mere Aansu:

Doctor ne saaf mana kiya tha ki operation ke baad sidhiyan upar-neeche nahi karni hai, par meri sunne wala kaun tha? Main dard se karah rahi thi, meri beti ro rahi thi aur main kitchen mein khadi hokar khana bana rahi thi. Jab maine rote huye kaha ki main khana banane ja rahi hoon, toh wahan se madat ki jagah farmaish aayi—'Baigan-tamatar bana lena aur ye bana lena.'

Dukh is baat ka nahi ki khana banaya, dukh is baat ka hai ki kisi ne ek baar ye nahi pucha ki, 'Bahu, tumhari tabiyat kaisi hai? Tum rehne do, main kar deti hoon.' Ek shabd bhi hamdardi ka nahi mila. Kya main sirf ek kaam karne wali thi? Kya ek bahu ka dukh kisi ko nazar nahi aata? Mere aansu us din kitchen ki deewaron ne dekhe hain, par kisi insaan ne nahi. Meri beti ki masoomiyat hi bas mera sahara t

hi."

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